Ethnic turmoil
Years ago in a period when mobile phones and internet access weren’t that common as they are now I was just fifteen and my parents send me to my mother’s family that livid somewhere in the Balkan to spent my holidays. It wasn’t a voluntary trip at all but I had to get away from my own neighborhood for a while because of some issue I had with a girl that claimed I tried to sexually assault her. As a young adolescent boy back then I was discovering my sexuality. My interests lay in girls very much and their fine bodies in particular. I fantasized a lot about the prettiest girls I knew and about having sex with them while I would jerk myself off over them almost every night. When I then finally succeeded in courting a girl and even was allowed to kiss her at some school party I just felt the unstoppable urge to investigate the other sex a little bit better. I had a real hard one and while I was kissing her she even let me touch her small and emerging breast but not their bare skin. She clearly said ‘no’ when my hand then slid down to that so very mysterious and appealing area between her legs and she surely didn’t want to touch the bump she had caused in my pants. Her name was Caren and she wore a nice dress at that party. My eager hand landed on her knee and then I rapidly moved on and found her panties underneath the dress. Although she firmly pressed her legs together I managed to force my hand inside her panties in search for her pussy but before I could really feel where I was or could do something she fought herself free and ran off. My rash action ended in a firm lashing and a long preach from my parents and later on an forced apologia to Caren in presence of her parents. My father had told the girl’s parents that he would put me into therapy as a final punishment for this and he then send me to my uncle where I had to stay all summer. My holiday there was really unforgettable in a lot of ways!
My uncle picked me up from the airport. He was a heavyset man and I felt a bit uncomfortable because I wasn’t quite sure if he was informed about the true reason of my visit. Due to the language we could hardly communicate but the little nod of his head and the blink of his eye when I greeted him made me feel quite welcome. I didn’t know what he did for a living I only knew that had some political job in the local community. With his big but rather old Mercedes he brought me to his house that was just outside the little town that was closest to the capital. His house was the one at the top of a steep hillside and it overlooked a peaceful valley where the time seemed to be standing still for some decades. The house was big like most houses here and it had large wooden veranda and a lot of balconies. The houses here where all plastered in different soft colors and they had a lot of heavy wooden window frames and heavy wooden beams and balconies. Once I was inside I received a warm welcome by the family that consisted of my uncle and aunt, my four cousins and my two nieces. After dinner and a little welcome-vodka I was shown to my room. I had to share the room with my youngest cousin who was a student and in his early twenties. He spoke my language best so I finally had somebody to talk to. His room had a balcony also and it had a real nice view. The following days we spent a lot of time there in the evenings talking and gossiping while looking into the valley below and into the surrounding mountains. I quickly got a good bond with my cousin and he was very interested in the west and asked me all about almost everything there. He was a nice guy and I really looked up to him and I felt comfortable talking to him. Luckily my exile-holiday started off really well and that did me good. The whole surrounding area was really beautiful and very peaceful as well. As a west European I was used to much more noise and concrete buildings surrounding me but this place was just a big contrast in every way. In the evenings I could often hear the shooting of the hunters in the woods far away. I could hear the surrounding crickets, birds and dogs and an occasional car passing. I was on the balcony a lot where there was also a fairly good view at the little village below and an even closer look at the houses of some neighbors. Closest to my uncle’s house was the house of another family. I believe that the man there was a political adversary of my uncle. They lived only a few feet apart but they never spoke. The man had a wife, two sons and three daughters and their grandma also lived with them. Their house was build at the same steep hillside as our house but it stood lower. The family seemed to be alright to me but this story happened at a place and in a time when there was a lot of tension between some ethnic groups in that area and the people next door belonged to ‘that other side’.
At one night I had told my cousin about what had happened at home and why as was really here. He just laughed and called Caren ‘a frigid little bitch’. I had been too easy on her in his opinion and been weak like a little boy so he promised that he would help me to become more of a man the upcoming days. “You should have held her much more tightly.” He told me. “If you had then forced your hand inside of her panties so she could receive her first real good finger-fuck treatment from you she then definitely would have wanted more!” He convinced me that due to my indecisiveness I now had missed my first fuck. But there was nothing to be ashamed off I had only proven that I was a healthy guy and that my interests where healthy as well. “I’ll show you how to treat your women.”He promised and the next days we often talked about sex and he told me everything I wanted to know and even more. While looking over the banister I spotted one of the girls at the balcony facing us. When I asked my cousin about them he then also told me some things about the neighbors and explained to me that the girls over there were just cheap whores and why they all were called ‘pigs’ around here. He explained to me that they came from a different ethnic background that didn’t belong here originally and that that made them outcasts in this region. Although they didn’t belong here my cousin confessed to me that he couldn’t help himself fancying their eldest daughter. He just couldn’t believe that such ‘pigs’ could have such nice looking daughters but getting into contact with her was out of the question due to their ethnic circumstances. Several times she had caught him spying on her and she then had given him a real unpleasant and arrogant look. He hated her back but he sure liked her looks and he even found that she deserved a lesson in the way I had given my girl Caren back home but only better. Although they never spoke he knew that the one he liked was only a year younger then he was. She had just turned twenty-two last winter and was called Tatiana. She had her room on the side that was facing our balcony and he still liked spying on her and now I was here I joined him. Although she lived just a few feet away and he could peep into her room he only once had seen a swift glimpse of her in her underwear some day. We both checked the girls out whenever possible but always carefully and without causing an ‘ethnic riot’ with the neighbors. The three girls all had very long dark hair, beautiful big almond shaped dark eyes with amazing dark eyebrows and wide mouths. They always wore descent and old fashioned dark dresses that came over their knees and had some tiny pattern. In my opinion the other two daughters were even prettier than that Tatiana my cousin fancied so much. Both younger sisters where more slender and elegant. They shared a room that was next to Tatiana’s. My guess was that the youngest one was around twelve or something. She hardly had any breasts and she still played a lot in the garden. My cousin told me that she was called Aisha and she was definitely younger than me He wasn’t sure but he thought she was thirteen. The other girl was called Samira and I estimated that she had to be around my age. She hardly showed herself and I pitied that because she was my favorite one to spy on.
I really had a great time with my cousin and he took me everywhere. We went fishing and hunting in the mountains and he taught me a lot of skills. I helped him building a shelter for the hunt and every day I felt that I was becoming a little bit more of a real man. This summer really turned out to be a happy one but after some weeks of having fun at my uncle’s place I noticed that something was going wrong. Something political was happening and my uncle was suddenly out of the house a lot because of that. When he was at home he had no time for us anymore and he got a lot of visitors and phone calls. Tension was rapidly rising in the area and the origin of it all lay in the ethnicity of the groups that were living there. The next few days people now started to have heated arguments in the streets. Neighbors that lived there for years now suddenly could not get along with each other anymore and some families in the area had even left their houses because of the harassments. I think I was just too Western and much too sober to see their problem and my cousin tried to explain to me what was happening. He also told me that we better not would get to far away from the house anymore. While my eldest cousins joined the meetings with my uncle my youngest cousin stayed with me. He warned me about a possible civil war and if that would be the case then the two of us would get our share of those ‘pigs’ as well. I did not really understand his point and didn’t ask what he meant until the craziest night I have ever had suddenly happened.
It all started early one evening when a lot of men came by the house and a lot of talks took place behind closed doors. I didn’t understand too much of what was said but it was political, agitated and it contained a lot about the ‘pigs’. My cousin who normally was my interpreter had to explain me the necessary things but this time he was quiet and took me to his room and told me to stay off the balcony. Then I heard all the men, including my eldest cousins, leave the house. The women locked the doors and windows and got into the living room. For a moment all was quiet but then suddenly the streets where full of mayhem. There was shouting, shooting, baking, glass was breaking and after some time I heard a truck coming and it stopped at some distance of the house with its engine stationary for a long time. A heard lot of voices among which those of my uncle and cousins. After some time the truck left the street and It got more peaceful again. There were only some hysterical dogs barking and women crying.
Night had fallen and the engine sounds of truck died away between the hills when my cousin suddenly got up from his bed and started to put his boots on and told me to get dressed. He took his stainless steel Rambo army knife with him and told me to follow him if I wanted to have a real unforgettable experience. “Where are we going?” I asked him. He stepped onto the balcony and whispered: “We’re going to get us some pig-bitches!” He grinned and then stepped over the banister. From the side of the balcony he could then easily jump onto the steep hillside next to the house and with a few large steps downhill he could then jump upon a big flat piece of rock that was next to the wooden fence at the neighbors house. I followed him trying to keep up. From the rock we had to climb upon the fence and then we could jumped onto the balcony that led to Tatiana’s room on the first floor. While he already squatted down under the window I tried to follow and that got me quite a few scratches. But I made it and when I was beside him he took his big robust knife out and used it to wrench the door open. He used a lot of force and made the wood of the doorpost splinter. Almost the complete lock came out when he pulled the door open and suddenly we found ourselves in Tatiana’s room. The room was empty. The door to the hallway was open and there we could hear the women crying downstairs. “Where are the men?” I asked my cousin “Those pigs have just been taken away with the truck. Their woman have to leave tomorrow but not before I finally have had my fun with that Tatiana” He laughed secretly. He took hold of my shoulders and then said “If you are so eager to really experience sex than pick one of the other virgins here, but I suggest not to take grandma” he laughed. “Get yourself some pussy or otherwise just lay low and wait for me” He then started to search the closets and drawers in Tatiana’s room and with a smile he showed me some of her panties “Not a single pair of decent sexy clothes do these pigs have.” He complained while he showed me some personal clothing items of Tatiana and I must admit that those plain rather large white cotton panties didn’t really work for me either. Then suddenly Tatiana had appeared in the doorway. Her eyes were red of the tears she had shed and she was shocked when she saw us. I saw her first and when I put my elbow in his side my cousin dropped the panties he was holding. He saw me looking at the door and before Tatiana could make any sound my cousin had rushed himself towards her and put his army knife against her throat. He dragged her into the room with his arm around her while his hand directly grabbed one of her breasts. The knife at her throat forced her head backwards and her mouth shut. He told me to lock the door and get me some pussy as well. Then he pulled Tatiana roughly by her long dark brown hair and he worked her onto the bed with some sturdy kicks and slaps across her face. When he got her on her back he started to undress her. The rough way he treated her felt rather uncomfortable but also quite arousing at the same time as well. I now understood what I had done to Caren but on the other hand I badly wanted to have sex too of course but forcing, raping a girl, even if she was a ‘pig’ was still quite something.
I witnessed the struggle in which my cousin managed to draw Tatiana’s dress up until all the way above her waist. I saw her cotton panties and now they suddenly seemed quite hot. Tatiana resisted heavily but my cousin was stronger and also quite mean to her. He pushed her down and showed her his knife again to make her understand that she better kept her mouth shut and cooperate. He then ripped her dark blue dress open en used the tip of his knife to cut her bra between the cups so her large breast became visible. Tatiana’s freed breast where weak and constricted and they had large nipples. I didn’t like such tits. Her skin was very pale and contrasted with her dark dress. When he grabbed her tits she started a fight. My cousin then gave her another slap in the face to silence her again and with her arms defensively crossed in front of her bare breast he then hastily cut her panties up with his knife. I then saw the first real vagina ever. Tatiana’s so intimate body part was covered in thick dark pubic hair and therefore I could not see her pussy-lips. As I stared at her exposed body my cousin pulled his own trousers and shorts down and his hairy buttocks got exposed. I then witnessed the first male erection that wasn’t mine and it really made me feel like I was really too much in the room now so I left. I took the key and as I turned to close and lock the heavy bedroom door I saw his erection disappear between her legs in the last glimpse. After locking the door I hastily went to the next room and because I didn’t know what to do and didn’t have the guts to go outside I killed some time by browsing through the personal belongings of both Aisha and Samira. I found their clothing and looked at their underwear in particular. The panties and bra’s of the younger girls weren’t very spicy either. The youngest girl had descent underwear with small roses and other childish prints and the other girl only had large plain white or plain light blue underwear. Nothing really special but nevertheless quite arousing under these circumstances. Then I heard how Tatiana suddenly started screaming. I guessed that my cousin had managed to enter her and take her virginity in the same rough way he had treated her so far. Tatiana was in serious pain and almost even screamed like a pig. The situation really was very strange. Probably something very bad was happening to the neighbor and his sons now and that obviously made the rest of the family that was left behind grieve. We were now in his house taking advantage of his daughters and my cousin heavily moaned while he was already fucking the girl he had fancied for so long. Poor Tatiana only cried in agony during her rape.
Alarmed by Tatiana’s screaming her mother and sisters came rushing upstairs to the scene of the turmoil and the grandma stayed behind and I heard her trembling voice as she was shouting at the base of the staircase. I heard the women come up and once they were In the hallway they found the door to Tatiana’s room locked. As Tatiana cried and wept they started bumping against the heavy door while screaming and shouting as well but the raping at the other side of the door continued undisturbed. Tatiana called out to her mother a few times and then she was suddenly shut up after another slap in the face I guessed. Cold shivers went through me and I hid myself and awaited what would happen next and before I knew Samira suddenly came rushing into her room and she went straight into the direction of the balcony where she checked if she could get into Tatiana’s room from her own balcony. The gap between the two balconies was too large for her and she could not rescue her poor sister this way so she returned in panic. Frightened that all women would now get into the room I was hiding and discover me I decided to leave my hiding place and get up. I quickly gathered all my courage and when Samira was still outside on the balcony I closed the heavy oak bedroom door and locked it behind me. Now I was trapped in the room with Samira and when she came back from the balcony she apparently got the shock of a life time. For a moment we just stared at each other. Samira was in panic while my eyes quickly scanned her appearance. She sure was elegant and slightly taller then I was and from this small distance I could see that she was probably also a little bit older as I had estimated before. She was sixteen or seventeen and quite attractive despite her not so fashionable long black dress with little white flowers. Her dress didn’t conceal all of her and it showed her slim waist above her nicely wide hips and it even gave away that she had a very tasteful breast size. Although her eyes clearly showed that she had been crying you could still see that she was a very pretty girl and much more attractive as her older sister. Samira’s big dark eyes and slim dark eyebrows where really beautiful from up close now. Her black hair was woven into a long thick braid that came all the way upon her firm buttocks. Although I very well knew how bad it was did the idea to just grab her and use her like my cousin did to her sister really arouse me. I wanted her for her body but I was also very scared that she would be stronger than me and maybe even hurt me badly.
I then decided to just follow the example that was set by my cousin. For the things I had in mind I knew that I could not count on any cooperation or consent of the girl in front of me so I’d better just also would play tough on her. The sound of my cousin already having his fun with the girl he had chosen made me determent to continue. I wanted sex.
I took a step forwards while Samira defensively did a step back. I saw on her face that she was scared and that gave me enough trust that I could take the upper hand now. I pushed her backwards in the direction of one of the beds and when she was close to the side I then gave her a final and real sturdy push so she lost her balance and fell backwards onto the bed. I chose to spare me the disappointment of heaving to see yet another pair of weak and ugly breasts and decided to concentrate myself on her pussy right away. I jumped on the bed beside her and took hold of her braid. While I pulled her head backwards I forced my free hand under her dress right away. Samira tried to scream but she could not make any real sound except for a frightened high squeak but it alarmed her mother and youngest sister right away. As they now tried to gain access to her room I started to try and gain access to Samira’s most intimate parts. My heart pounded like crazy and the blood rushed through my body. I was hot, aroused and very horney and I definitely wanted my share of female body too now. While the mother screamed and shouted my hand already cupped the cotton covered vagina of her daughter. Underneath Samira’s dress the softness and warmness between her slim long legs drove me even more insane and my dick swell like never before. Samira twisted and turned trying to work herself free from me but this time I was so very determent to get me some pussy just like my cousin had promised me that I now acted in a way that was completely new to me. I would not let my party be spoiled like Caren back home had done and due to what had happened back home and my hate for girls I In my anger clenched my fist and gave Samira a hard punch into her stomach. The pain I caused her made her silent in an instant. Then I gave her a slap across her face. “Just lay down you bitch!” I screamed. This extremely physical and verbal abuse towards a girl charged my arousal even more. The pain and her fear of my further possible violence made Samira freeze and she now just stared really afraid at me with her big and really beautiful dark eyes. That moment I then used to put both my hands under her dress reaching for the sides of her panties. I started to pull her panties as far down as possible and heard them rip and tare under the force I applied to get rid of them. When they hung somewhere around her ankles I let go of them and again my hand slid up alongside her legs and underneath her dress. Now I could finally touch the first bare pussy ever. Again I cupped her vagina and pressed my hand against her mount Venus. I looked into her eyes and while Samira expressed her aversion for what was happening to her my hand touched her soft pubic hair. Somewhere in between her pubes I felt the soft lips that made her crack. All clumsy I started to search for her entrance with my finger. I put my knees between hers and used them to wrench her legs apart so I could explore her pussy even better. The sensation of touching a real cunt now drove me insane. I felt her pubes and the warm and moist pink flesh between her pussy lips. Suddenly and far lower as I had expected it to be my finger could suddenly slide all the way inside the body of young Samira. My finger was now completely inside her warm narrow body cavity and it just felt fantastic. While her mother cried and banged on her bedroom door and her eldest sister in the room next to us screamed during her rape I let my finger stir and poke around inside Samira’s pussy for a while. Samira wept while she got finger fucked be me. Despite of the strange circumstances I now was so very much aroused and I now just wanted to see my victim naked as well and then force her to have intercourse with me too.
From the top to the bottom her dress had these small buttons and again I used excessive force to rip that dress open. I was so eager to see her naked that with both hands I gave her dress a strong pull so that those small buttons flew everywhere. Both parts of her dress got ripped apart and suddenly Samira was almost naked and only in exception of her much too large modeled bra that still covered her breasts completely. I could now see that tight pristine pussy I had been fingering and the look of it really was just great. Her black pubic hair wasn’t that same wide and wild overgrown rug that I had seen when my cousin cut Tatiana’s panties away. Samira’s vagina was narrower overgrown and quite hot looking. Again I put my finger inside of her and now I could not only feel her but also see what I was doing and that made me feel more aroused already again. I looked how my finger became all shiny from Samira’s cunt and then I used two of my fingers and shoved them roughly deep inside of her so I could finger her further. Due to my unfamiliarity with the female sex and because of the narrowness of her cavity I used force to get my fingers inside of her and Samira now really expressed her discomfort loudly. She was only a little bit wet but she wasn’t that lubricated yet to bear my two fingers and I still lacked the experience needed to make her wet the right way. Everything on her body was so new and so arousing to me and I loved my exploration. Before I exposed her tits I slapped her in her pretty face again. This brutality was totally unnecessary but I wanted to make a statement to her and it just felt good to make her understand who was in charge of her body now. Her cunt was mine and her tits would follow! Samira was now all shaky and in agony because of my clumsiness and acted real introvert so without any problem I could now slide her shoulder straps down and pull the cups of her bra down to expose both of her breast. They were small and not so firm but they just looked so very much better as those ugly pale weak things of her sister. I took her by the wrists and pulled both her arms next to her head while I licked her nipples for some time. Then it really was time to get my dick out. Now was the moment to lose my virginity and really fuck a girl for the first time ever. This moment was so important, so special that I had to open my trousers with shaky fingers from the extreme arousal caused by this excessive built up of excitement. My dick had become so hard, so ready and so sensitive that If I would touch Samira’s body any longer now I would just come and lose my load before I still ever had fucked a girl. Samira was still in a state of total fear and she hardly noticed my erection tickling against the insides of her legs. She wept monotonously but I disregarded that and just crawled on top of her. All clumsy again I let the tip of my dick search for that entrance underneath those black pubes where my fingers had already been inside. My heart beat like crazy when I saw my purple shiny head scrape through her pubic hair. My pre-cum left a glittering trail on her pubes. Up and down I rubbed my dick between her pussy-lips looking for the entrance not knowing that this just made her body react and produce those fluids needed to make an entrance possible. Suddenly I saw my dick just sink halfway away between Samira’s legs. Before I could really grasp what was happening I was suddenly really inside Samira’s teenage cunt and my dick’s first penetration was a fact now. I lifted my swollen dick just a little bit and then I let it thrust strongly forward until my lower belly touched hers. Samira gave a short scream expressing her pain while I sighed under the pleasure I had and both our virginities got lost at the same time. At the hallway the mother was all hysterical. She was crying and shouting as she could do nothing while she had to hear how two of her daughters now got abused. I was on top of Samira and held her slim wrists next to her head while I moved my lower body to make that ultimate movement called ‘fucking’. I still could hardly believe that I was on top of a naked girl and moreover that my stiff swollen organ was inside of her vagina as well! In my extreme arousal I could fuck Samira real fiercely but also for a very short period. This whole sensation was so very new to me and so much more better than my daily jerking off sessions that my fiercest orgasm until so far came and it came much too soon of course. My heavenly climax made a quick end to the forced sexual intercourse I had and I fiercely squirted my first long lasting load of semen deep inside a girl’s vagina now. I really moaned hard as I came while Samira softly wept and her mother went berserk while she certainly knew what was happing inside those rooms.
I let my dick rest inside Samira for as long as possible because I wanted my first sexual intercourse to last forever of course. I looked at the beautiful Samira and I even felt quite guilty to cause her this. I now had all these contradicting feelings rushing through my head. I had become a rapist but I also felt like a real man now. My dick slowly weakened and Samira contracted the muscles of her so brutally invaded cunt to work my semen outside of her and my dick just slid out of her as well. I got up and looked at the so pretty and still naked Samira but she quickly covered her body up again and averted her head. Now she knew that the harm was already done she just kept quiet and waited for me to leave. It then really dawned on me what hysteria we had caused. The mother and youngest sister where still constantly kicking and pounding on both locked bedroom doors. Their crying had now turned into weeping. In Tatiana’s room it had also become quiet.
Then I suddenly heard my cousin calling me from the balcony. I rushed outside and I saw him jump over the banister again back into my uncle’s yard. The distance from the balcony where I found myself on was a bit larger but all frightened to get caught I took my chances and jumped and made it to safety. I hurt my leg tough and half running half limping we returned home again. Once back on the balcony of my cousin’s room we still could hear the commotion in the house we just had intruded. My cousin toasted with me on my recent big step to manhood and gave me a glass of Vodka and a pat on the back. “Well done, did you have just as a good fuck as I had?” He asked, but I was just too tired now and not in a mood to talk about my actions and the alcohol soon dragged me away in a deep sleep. The next morning some relative peace had returned into the valley. Again a stationary diesel engine was audible and from then window I saw that all of the ‘pig-women’, among which the two girls we so brutally had raped the night before, where taken to a bus. Their where taken away from this town and had no way to report us. My cousin told me the day after that he knew this was going to happen. “Otherwise I would never had the courage to do so because those man would have killed me for sure” He laughed. He could not feel any guilt because they were just pigs but I had mixed emotions. The government had arranged for a safe-guard to keep the ethnic matter from getting out of hand but later on it escalated and a civil war broke out. Some days later I was luckily on a plane back home.
The rape of Samira never had any consequences for me. I had committed a crime and got away so easily. Only inside myself it had its effect. Once back home my parents even made all kinds of excuses to me. They felt very badly now that they felt that they had sent me into a warzone and the assault of Caren they originally wanted me punished for was soon forgotten. I learned quickly to manipulate the people surrounding me and used the things I had seen in the streets in my advantage. I told about the men that were taken away in the truck and the hysterical woman in the street and my parents felt so sorry that I really got spoiled.
In my relationships I never learned to respect my partner. I’ve only had submissive girlfriends and abusive relationships. On some occasions when I see a woman that I really really like I am able to stalk her and await my chances to take her. I’m still an occasional rapist. I like women but they are only utensils to me to use and dispose of when ready……

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